That can erase my heavy burden
And somehow lead me away from “what next gonna happen” thought..
I need all the stuff
That used to be part of my escaping plans
And easily bring back my big smile that will last forever…
Honestly,, I need you…
The biggest pieces of my future…
Where have you been??
Am I the one that push myself away from you??
Such a hypocrite..
Wishing you to accept me as I am
While Im not hard enough stepping up onto your level
Like wishing a star shining my ceiling to feel safe to sleep..
Should I keep hoping some glare in your eyes while we meet?
Would you ever welcoming me to be part of your life colour?
Or should I throw my fairytale dream and wish nothing on you?
I guess I better stop questioning,,,
I dont care from which way you’ll come
Whatsoever your look anyway..
I know you’ll make my hearth melt from the very first time we meet
No matter who you are..
You’ll always make my breath oftenly stop
And every single time of my life will be coloured by your brush..
Just like today..
Successfully distracted by you
Jatinangor, 210411, 22.34