Im sick of this
Sick of whole possibility given to me to high up all hopes
Sick of whole process that finally cornered me to a sad ‘unwanted’ end
If it wont work, then dont give me hope
If it will work later, then dont tell me now..
Till I lost all my confident..
Till Im out of my mind on accepting that I’ve defeated…
What I got on hoping to human after GOD..
I knew it might be like this in some worst result
But I keep on repeating these cycle..
And keep forgetting HIS power on changing things,,
I should have hanging my hope only on God
Wishing no more on human..
Again I learn my lesson..
Hope I wont ever forget anymore…
Im sick of these,,
And sick of myself too,.
But life will always be there wait for me to get back on track,,
Now or later,, I have to get prepared again
I’ve learned in a harsh way,,
Jatinangor, 190411, 22.53