There was a time…
When every single thing felt so unfair
There was a moment…
When I asked “Why is that really hard to get myself deserve?”
There was a doubt came up in to the air…
“Am I doing the right thing??” Or “Is it really not the time to have what I thought I need??”
There was an unbelieveness showed up..
Will this can really be over soon??
The time,, the moment.. the doubt,, n unbelieveness
Stay for a while..
Forcing me to complaint every single things I’ve felt
Pushing me to the place where I always felt regretful
Punishing me to the edge of unhappiness that have spread around
And there always GOD…
Answer me by anyway possible..
Successfully touching my weaknesses
Smoothly holding me tight
Warmly hugging me close
That all I need is strongly struggling till the end
Holding my shoulder and keep it wide while saying “not to give up”
Asking me to be patience for what God have been preparing…
Even sometimes too hard
And too harsh to ask myself be on the right path,,,
I know that I only have to do one thing
Keep on believing…
Of what God have been creating for my best
Let God do His job..
And I do mine,,,
Do what a human always do…
And keep explaining myself…
To finally feel safe..
And say that “I’ll be just alright,,”
Jatinangor, 190111, 23.28